♥ Thursday, May 28, 2009 ♥

♥ my simple daily life...<3 ;
back from school.
many things happened.
met baby and quarrel again. zzz
trained back jiujiu around 8 plus.
reached home at 9.30 plus.
kanna kp by my dad.
he ignore my calls and msgs for the whole night.
wake up didn't even msg me.
with tis carrying on, i will defnitely go crazy.
i often wondered to myself and heard it from friends,
tat i should not put too much feelings on a guy first.
however, i tend to give in everything i can.
how i wish, the guy will pamper, care, love and concern me.
and mostly importantly, dun take me for granted.
sometimes, i felt tat i'm just a toy, being throw from one to another.
and do you know how its hurts. maybe 1 day, you will be looking at tis.
i slept around 3 in the midnight, waiting for his call or msg.
but he didn't return any. it was so devastating and dissapointing.
but wat can i do? nothing. i can only wait in vain hoping tat he will call or reply me.
i had gather so much courage and trusted tat you will not become another alvin.
however, wat you did seriously push my courage and trust down the drain.
i love you, and tat y i care so much. i cried in school infront of my friends,
when i get to know tat he rather msg my friend then his own girlfirend.
y must ie deserve this kind of treatment? god, please save me from this agony.
lastly, baby ILOVEYOU


YYY
boy...ue will always be in my heart :x
6:14 PM