♥ Thursday, May 28, 2009 ♥

♥ my simple daily life...<3 ;
back from school.
many things happened.
met baby and quarrel again. zzz
trained back jiujiu around 8 plus.
reached home at 9.30 plus.
kanna kp by my dad.
he ignore my calls and msgs for the whole night.
wake up didn't even msg me.
with tis carrying on, i will defnitely go crazy.
i often wondered to myself and heard it from friends,
tat i should not put too much feelings on a guy first.
however, i tend to give in everything i can.
how i wish, the guy will pamper, care, love and concern me.
and mostly importantly, dun take me for granted.
sometimes, i felt tat i'm just a toy, being throw from one to another.
and do you know how its hurts. maybe 1 day, you will be looking at tis.
i slept around 3 in the midnight, waiting for his call or msg.
but he didn't return any. it was so devastating and dissapointing.
but wat can i do? nothing. i can only wait in vain hoping tat he will call or reply me.
i had gather so much courage and trusted tat you will not become another alvin.
however, wat you did seriously push my courage and trust down the drain.
i love you, and tat y i care so much. i cried in school infront of my friends,
when i get to know tat he rather msg my friend then his own girlfirend.
y must ie deserve this kind of treatment? god, please save me from this agony.
lastly, baby ILOVEYOU


YYY
boy...ue will always be in my heart :x
6:14 PM

♥ Tuesday, May 26, 2009 ♥

♥ my simple daily life...<3 ;
school as usual today.
went to eat lunch with mummy and jiu jiu.
take bus back home and msged him.
we didn't msg the whole morning and tis went on for two days.
feeling terrible. mummy told me to msg him and i msged.
receive his fone call awhile later and told me to call him when i reach home.
called him. hanged up and felt even worse. from last night, i have been asking myself.
should i or should not let go. i'm tired of all tis and relationships. its certainly tiring.
who will know??? only myself. perhaps its becos of my heavy moodswings tis week.
i just hope that my happiness will last.


YYY
boy...ue will always be in my heart :x
3:46 PM

♥ Sunday, May 24, 2009 ♥

♥ my simple daily life...<3 ;
life is like a maze.
you will experience good and bad times.
i had a bad time last week and now i'm experiencing a happy week. :)
i seriously hope tat tis happiness will last.
will you boy? :x

chinese intensive program is serouly damn bored and tiring la.
how i wish holidays come faster. 1 of june will be mine doom's day.
i will be taking my chinese o level paper. si liao la.
i need to score well but i'm slacking all the way.
dun even have the mood to study anything man.
arghx. die la. somebody help miie :(


YYY
boy...ue will always be in my heart :x
12:34 AM

♥ Thursday, May 14, 2009 ♥

♥ my simple daily life...<3 ;
mia-ed last month :)
tis week is exam week :(
tmr is the last paper of MYE.
FINALLY!
tis week was a busy week for me.
went to bugis, orchard and blah blah blah.
lazy name all.
today was POA paper.
the paper was not very hard but i didn't study hard enough.
nvm, will work hard for my prelims.
after sch, as usual, went to walk walk with my jiu jiu and mummy.
headed off to bishan after tat. walk til 3. home sweet home at 3 plus.
5.30 still have tution til 7.30 man. so god damn tired la.
i'm gonna study for my maths alr. bye peepos. :)


YYY
boy...ue will always be in my heart :x
8:47 PM